It’s already 2010. Many things happened in 2009 with all the ups and downs. Well, what’s life without any ups and downs anyway, right? I’m happy with life as always.

This year is going to be a very tight year for both love and myself. We got ourselves committing to a few major involvements that require mental stability to go through them. We’ve agreed to take a step at a time (But in actual fact we’ve took a few advanced steps just by committing to those few involvements that we’re in). We will definitely help each other to go through all these together. We’ve also agreed to use our first six month in 2010 to stabilize ourselves in everything that we’re doing. Yes, we’re looking forward to 2010 and we also hope that this year is going to be a good year for us. Insya’Allah.

I haven’t been updating and this is my first post for the year 2010. Tell me about it. I’m working Monday to Friday, office hours. But, by the time I reached home, I’m already shagged due to the workload which is never ending! Furthermore, I start work at 7.30am. I am still trying to get used to the new work timing.

Now, this is the hard part, when I don’t update very often, I’ll have a little too many things to share and I do not know where to start. One month is a short period of time, but to pen down a month of happenings will take pages, really.

On the 1st of January this year, I went out for lunch with the love and his parents at the new Tekka Market because love was craving for Chendol. Heh. The most interesting part of the day was, we went to ECP, the place where we first met. The place had changed a lot. The chair we sat on was shifted to the pathway that was just constructed. I guess they are still constructing the place.

We took some photos but I don't know why the pictures cannot be transferred to my computer. I will upload pictures once I'm able to transfer them.

Somehow, I can feel that things are changing. I mean, life is always changing and that is one thing about life that makes it unpredictable and interesting you see.

Things happened with reasons and without reasons at times. Some unplanned events had to happen that makes life more interesting and challenging. We had to do certain things which we never thought of doing (very soon at least) that contribute to the unpredictable and challenging side of life. Life is never easy and life is never boring.

Sometimes, we look for trouble, and there are also times when trouble come and look for us. Tell me about it. Time to look for trouble had ended and now is the time when trouble comes and look for us. This is life. We plan, but HE decides.

Love and I are going through a lot of things, from one thing to another. Although we are struggling, we try very hard to pull through together so that everything will be alright and will be smooth. We had our plan laid out carefully and we also changed our plan according to our situation when we have to.

Getting married is easy, but the responsibilities after marriage are never easy. Trust me on this. Every time I hear the Kadi’s speech on the responsibilities of husband and wife, it really makes me tear up. It makes me feel the weight that I will be going through once I’m married. Also, I’ll be “leaving” my parents and will be under my husband care. That feeling is really very hard and it makes my heart sinks down right to the very bottom. Yes, getting married is everyone’s dream (most I’ll say because I’ve heard of people who do not want to get married) and we are happy on the happy occasion. But on the other hand, we will also feel sad and down. “There are always 2 sides to a story.” (I understand, you understand. If not, try to understand ok.)

Changes are normal in life. It is always changing and yes, everyone needs a change once in a while. There are times when we look for changes but there are also times when changes look for us. You know, like we plan not to change something but we just have to change it. I know this is like ooooooooooook.................

So actually, at the end of 2009, love and I got ourselves new necessities.
Love and I will be getting a new similar handset soon. I have to agree with love when he said Nokia is more user friendly than Sony Ericsson. Although I really like Sony Ericsson designs and functions (all because of the W960i, heh), but Nokia really beats over Sony when it comes to easier-to-use-phone. I’m changing from Sony Ericsson to Nokia while boyfriend is changing from Nokia to another Nokia. We’ll be getting the Nokia 5800 X’press Music phone. Yes, we fell in love with the phone when we first saw it. At least out of the other phones, we considered it to be the best.

We had booked the phone at M1 and will be ours only by February. We really cannot wait to get hold of the phone. We already felt excited every time we talked about the phone.

And I believe I’ll fall in love another time, this time with our new-born baby. It’s the Yamaha FZ 1000. That’s why I say, it’s really a new year for us both. We already need to do a lot but yet we still need all these things. Yes, we NEED them not that we want. Ok, it’s a need turned want =) Love and I agreed to take care of our new-born baby well. Insya’Allah, with our new-born baby, we’ll be more blessed (we already feel blessed with what we have now). I asked boyfriend the other day whether we should make our new-born baby a boy or a girl, and he said it’s a boy because he already has a baby girl (referring to me). Sweet I know. But I very gatal and replied him, “baby la sangat, besar-besar gini you panggil I baby.” And we both laughed.

Teen-age life is over and it’s hello to young adult years because there’s no more (number)-teen to my age. But, I’m still at the early age of the 20s. There are so many things to look forward to in the upcoming years.

Abang Din’s and Kak Jannah’s wedding reception were so nice. I like the decoration a lot. They adopted maroon-gold as their theme. I like their aisle with the red carpet and the side decoration. The food was not bad and I love the kuah kacang. Then, I imagined how mine will be like. But, I do not have any theme in mind yet. My all time favourite thing was there. It is the chandelier. I remember mentioning about chandelier to love. I told him I want to have a nice chandelier on our dais when we get married =)

These few days I’ve been thinking about my late brother. I even dreamt about him a few days back. Love had agreed to accompany me to visit late bro tomorrow morning.
Yes, I’m looking forward to tomorrow so much. We’ll do a few fulfilling things. We will visit my late brother and then head home to change and we’ll be off to Singapore Expo. After which, we may be heading to either Tampines or Downtown East. Bowling sounds nice to relax ourselves. We’ll see how tomorrow.

And as usual, I’ll close with a note for the love.


To my beloved Mohammad Saini Bin Arshad

Dy, it’s another new year for us. Remember our new year? We watched the unexpected-mini fireworks in front of my block. It feels good, really. All I want you to know is that I will always love you with all my heart. I really feel happy that you’re with me always. Insya’Allah this year will be a better year for us.

- Written with hugs, kisses and uncountable love -

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